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i cant sleep last night coz i was thinking too much about him. i felt miserable. i felt i am ugly,stupid,clumsy and other negative thoughts. i even cant concentrate on my revision because of those negative thoughts. i kept asking why?apa lebihnya dia?apa kurangnya diri ini?is it my fault?or you are the one who is blind. well, he gave me the hope and the he ruined it.. i prayed last night to get some strength to  face him today. then i woke up this morning, checked my sms and my lovely sister sent me a message-words of advice

Wanita solehah itu tidak suka mengenali dan dikenali, tak suka memandang dan dipandang, serta dibibir nya tak minati nama-nama lelaki dan dibibir lelaki tak meminati namanya

Saidatina Fatimah

ooohhh it was like---menusuk ke jiwa..terasa bangat diri ini tak sesolehah saidatina Fatimah..Astaghfirullah hal a'ziim . Allah always shows me the right path whenever i am in the wrong black hole. So, i like to announce that i am not gonna talk about men for a while. insyaAllah.. puasa kan diri hahah.. well, to make it simple if i'm no good to you, you are no good to me either or much worse... so what is the point talking nice and shit things about you anyway..you are the one who is loosing me, LOSER!!!

tutup buku lama,buka buku baru

menyahtoksin neh susah gak..moga diberi keiimanan yang kuat..keazaman yang kukuh...

tx sister HUSNA A...muaxx