Sisbrotheter

*taken from my previous blog*

remember
Me
as your sister
the one that will
cheer you up
whenever
you get back Home
i am your sister no matter
what.

even you are a father
even you are someone's lover
even you are poor
even you are evil
even you are an angel
even you are rich
NOW.

in my eyes
you are still the same
person that I LOVE

remember
my laugh
my joke
the song that i nyanyi
the lyrics that you buat
the laughter that we kongsi
the cry that you sapu.

in my eyes
you are still my brother
my property.

the day you get married
was the most precious memory
i have ever had.

BUT
you seems to forgot EVERYTHING
you are no longer miNE
no more laughter to share
no more song, heard
no more main kawin-kawin
you are so damn JAHAT

i've told you to remember!!!

i'm still the same person
the same small little sister

i need you to share my tears
i need you
i need a brother
that willingly
sacrifices
his life
for ME.

fantacy!!!

i know
i'm no longer
your little bird

you have your own little birdy now

no more words to share

my heart broken
into pieces
the day
we stopped
the conversation

it is not like
Sisbrotheter
anymore

it is like
sister and brother
separated by distance
123456789 miles away.

reality!!!

they don't understand
the connection between us
because
they do not have
a sister
like me.

please love me
please play with me
please talk to me
please walk with me
please call me
please pray for me
please don't raise your voice
please don't be angry
please don't hate me
please
be a brother to me.
my protecter.

fantacy!!!!

remember
please
that i am your sister
the only one
now and hereafter

reality....>#

****raya mood...a lot of tears and rindu-rinduan...i miss them so damn sangat...rindu masa kecik2 dulu when sblm mereka kawin..they were totally different back then...DGR lagu HUJAN...