DUA

i thought you are the right person for her

i thought you are good enough for her

i thought you love her

but

you are the bad person on earth

you are not suit enough to be her husband

you are the demon

but

she loves you

she is doing and thinking nice thing about you

she thinks you are destined to love her.

pathetic, stupid and blind

this is all my fault

i should have stopped you from made her crazed about you

i should have stopped you from hurting her

this is all your new wife fault

she should not be in love with someone husband

she should have stopped from rampas you from her

but

you are the one who should be blame

you are a liar!!!

i thought you are different

i respect you as my own brother

but you ruined it

you happily ruined it

we are happy with our life right now

so go away!!!

stop giving her the fantasy

go to your lover

she is the right one to you

as pathetic as you are

BULLSHIT!!

BEDEBAH!!

B is for BAD THINGS

BODOH!!

oh i wish i never kenal you BANGANG

thanks for hurting us

thanks for the hypocrisy

i'm not finished with you yet

revenge is at your door

tiada kemaafan disini

tiada tangisan disini

kau pergi meniggalkan dirinya

terkapai-kapai

lemas dalam penghinaan, kecurangan dan kesengsaraan

kamu bukan untuk dirinya

dan

dia bukan untuk dirimu

cukuplah

penghinaan yang kau semburkan kepada kami

kamu curang

kamu pembelot

pada janji yang kau semai dengannya

pada ayat akad yang kau ucapkan.

kau pamerkan kepolosan pada wajahmu

kau sujud pada-Nya

kau seperti malaikat

itu dulu

sebelum kebenaran

topeng syaitanmu terbuka

aku hairan

bagaimana dia

boleh berdiam

begitu lama

tanda cinta setia dia padamu

tidak terlintaskah

sedikit rasa kasihan

sedikit rasa keikhlasan

apa yang kamu bayangkan hanya ketidaksempurnaan

apa yang kamu nampak hanya perhiasan dunia

apa yang kamu rasa hanya bisikan syaitan

aku doakan yang terbaik buat kamu

aku doakan yang terbaik buat insan yang kamu cinta

yang kesempurnaannya itu lebih dari dia

tak apa

hanya Tuhan yang tahu

apa balasan kepada mu

tak apa

aku tak terseksa

tapi sedikit kecewa

rasa dikhianati

rasa benci

tak apa

tak apa

yang pergi akan sentiasa diganti

moga yang lebih baik untuk dirinya

InsyaALLah

bukan tujuanku untuk mengejimu

tapi

rasa sakit dalam hati

perlu diluahkan

supaya yang lain

tidak buta mengikuti jejakmu

wahai lelaki

setialah pada yang satu

kerna yang kedua belum tentu membahagiakan

malas

skrg tgh baca blog..bila la nak buat ass'es
lalalalala...MALAS.

who inspires me

this is the post about remarkable people who inspires me everyday. they give me the reason to stay alive, to never give up.. they are the meaning of woman regardless of their weaknesses.

they are Queen Rania of Jordan and Angelina Jolie

this is the picture of Jolie-pitts

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this is QUeen Rania.. i wish i am her..beautiful muslim woman,lovely person and one of my idol. she has the BIG LOVING HEART.

oh i wish i could be just like her..doing things that she is doing..acting,helping,donating,rich-ing.

she is gorgeous kan... Angelina Jolie the most talented woman and has big heart and handsome bf i must include..hehe

happy time

my sayang treats me a ticket to watch PERSIA!!

a bucket of pop corn and a bottle of mineral water are also included

first we decide nak tgk cerita mana.

1.shrek

2.robin hood

3.persia

4.iron man2

i keep shrek for next week just for my sis

we reject robin hood coz i think it is "i know the ending"

oohh,the hardest one,iron man2...i really2 want to watch it but since my sayang has already watch it so i reject gak lah...another time maybe..

we decided to pick persia since it seems so action,handsome and a warrior is hard to reject ~ngehngehngeh~

Persia or prince of Persia

tohmahan,cadangan dan kritikan

the starting is quite cliche as many other "emperor "films

you can see the king,the hamba,the lower classes, the armies,the horses,the poor people.

it describes the background of the story..it introduces to me the hero and the other two mysterious prince!!

pastu they grew up-become more handsome

i can feel the spirit of brotherhood in this story..therefore i feel like oh ,this is not the wrong choice---this movie is gonna be interesting and uuuummmpphh :P

yeah,its true.....but tak masuk akal ada la gak

the battle, the action, the fighting,the swords are not so disappointed

what i did not like in this story is the evil one is easy to detect even at the starting point of this story...the evil face,the hypocrite face made it detectable

erm, it would be more interesting or more uummpphh if the language that they use is the ancient-like language...not a modern english like using the word "chat", "tax" coz it ruined the setting of time of this story..but who cares.the Persian did not use english la ..it is alot easier to understand that way.it became a little not real i must say.hehe..

then both of us pegi makan kat McD,,,,i ordered double cheese burger as usual...

a lot of photos kat situ

then,turun bawah jalan2 kat taman....

amik gambar lagi since i really need it for my "resume"

ooohh, then kita org jadi spy!!!

we saw a guy holding a camera,wearing tshirt and jeans, not so tall but the body was like in good hotty shape..so we 'decided' to make the evening a lot more notty..heheh..

we follow that guy with an intention to make him aware of our presence and with high expectation that he would notice us and snap our pictures with his cool camera...

gezz wat!!he did snap

but not our pic la..hahah

so we follow him from behind...kat belakang.body nampak handsome kat depan pun nampak handsome tapi ada bekas jerawat...kening tebal...good looking i must say..

then he suddenly stop, so i cam ohmyohmy he stopped...so buatbuat control jalan depan dia...pastu dah jauh sikit cam release HAAH!!!pastu gelak kuat2...;D

pastu aktiviti ushar meng ushar neh terus dijalankan sampai kul 5 stgh

then we all pun pegi la jalan tempat laen..dh tak jumpa MANGSA dah..haha..uhh lupa ada lagi sorang rambut handsome gilerrrrrrr muka pun..pakai black T..aih..pastu teringat mine is just perfect.:)))

then after the whole kind of pusing, then balik!!

we had a wonderful time together hari ini..thanks syg coz belanja wayang and make me happy.. :)xoxo

our dreams

we always dream BIG!

nak pegi sambung blajar oversea la

nak jadi kaya la

nak semua yang gempak2

tak mustahil kan.

itulah kami

selalu membayangkan sesuatu yang menyeronokkan untuk menghilangkan rasa ketidakpuasan hati buat masa sekarang kerana hidup kami diibarat cam nightmare.kami nak cepat-cepat bangun dan bila buka mata semuanya indah.

kerana kami yakin semua itu akan kami gapai kalau blajar bersungguh-sungguh *i tak termasuk ye buat masa skrg,nxt sem i janji ngeh3 :P*

this was what we were story2 about at fb. my bes-tie sent me a msg---------

smlm berangan sikit. u n i, all around the world, together. u with ur fashion seeking and me wanting to just see the world. amacam? indah x agn2 tersebut? ahaks.

she is always know how to make me berkhayal lagi tak berhenti...

GOOD JOB babe!! hahah

this was what i replied to her

ooooooohhhhh so sweeeeeeeeeeet

me n u shopping at fifth avenue,paris oh my!!japan also included
then we fly together to sydney,newzealand playing with the kangaroo pastu fly ke india bli sari banyak2 visit oxford and flirting rich guys..ahahaha

oh HEAVEN

ameen..:)))

flirting rich guys is a must yeah xoxo.

wooosssshhh...nah! BIG kan dream kita org..nak ikut??JOM!!!

the top on our list...the most special one...insyaAllah

could not agree more

when i feel like people hates me

i feel like i wanna give up my life

and then i realized that every person who is dying actually begging to have another chance to live.how suffer they are.more suffering than i do.

so, i give up giving up.

live life to the fullest

owh i wish my darling, my sayangs could be here with me right now. become my groupmates. dammit!i hate school!i hate people!i hate them!

school sux u know

but the outcome is totally differ

like suffer first then heaven later

insane in the middle..

wooosshhh

a sister of mine

Separuh Jiwaku Pergi.

dear senior@roommate@pengacau terhebat@pemberi nasihat dan kata2 smgt yang bagus@sister notty

thanks for everything... feeling like SEparuh Jiwaku Pergi

u made me laughed every times we met

now you are not here besides me (for a long time)

maybe we could meet again

the laughed that we shared

the food that we ate together

the guy that we kacau together

the secret that we talked about

the music that we listened

the ubatgigi yang kita kongsi

the "helluuuu" that u sebut

the time we spend together for serious things changed to funny things

everything is precious to me

i can be myself when i am with you

she is a funny sister

she is garang kadang2 @ tegas kot

her voice is so sweet

i hope she will get what she deserves

i hope she will get what she idam2kan

i hope she will marry the person that loves her and become a good mother

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i love you

hope our friendship will remain strong and stronger

sorry for everything

and good bye till we meet again

InsyaAllah

feel free to visit me here.*mcm la die tau aku ada blog haha*

Lirik Lagu Kau Aku (OST MerahPutih) - Aizat

Kau Dan Aku

Kau dan aku ,adalah satu
Tak kira apa
Segala rintihan aku ,engkau selalu ada
Biar kata memisah kita
Biarkan saja
Kerana terbiasa
Chorus :
Mengejar mimpi ,yang pasti akan aku
Sentiasa merasa kehilanganmu
Ku akan tunggu saat bertemu
Tiada henti
Walau dimana kita berdiri
Di dalam dunia ini
Biar sampai akhirnya nanti

Semua tak terang di mataku ,walau warnanya menyala
Ingin merasa namun aku takkan cuba
Biar kata memisah kita
Biarkan saja
Kerana terbiasa
Ooohhh.
Mengejar mimpi ,yang pasti akan aku
Sentiasa merasa kehilanganmu
Ku akan tunggu saat bertemu
Tiada henti
Walau dimana kita berdiri
Di dalam dunia ini
Biar sampai akhirnya nanti
Biar sampai akhirnya nanti
Ooohhh..Oohhh..Ooohhh

sarcastic

sarcastic

sometimes i laugh sometimes cam hati di tusuk besi ngilu wo!!