Sunday, May 16, 2010

photoshoot

received a reply from the modelling agency


Dear Future Talents
Potrait Shoot bakal berlangsung pada 29/5/2010 ini.


HANNAH STUDIO POTRAIT SHOOT
Photoshoot Info
Tarikh : 29/5/2010
Hari : Sabtu
Jam : 9.00 – 7.00 ptg
Tempat : Taman Tasek KLCC (berhadapan Masjid di KLCC)

aih dekat je tuh...tapi ongkosnya mahal rm250..NO MONEY NO OPPORTUNITY. :(

Air Asia


air asia's free seat.

starting 18th may 2010 for 3jan-8may 2011 tickets..

don't forget..:)

haha menara gading cuti seminggu 30jan sampai 6 feb 2011 so ape lg..cop cepat2.. :D


Saturday, May 15, 2010

Again I asked.

I asked God to replace his place
When I walked down the street
Praying for that to happen
I turned my head to the left
Then I saw a guy
Walking on the same path as I was
I still remember
he was wearing that
White shirt and black pants
My heart smiled
Then I turned back.
In just three seconds I can remember his face
And it seems it cant fade away, the face.
I kept wondering, who was that guy??at that time onwards
Then, seemed god again has answered my prayer
What a unique name he has
Just like mine, unique
We both then kept running from each other.
Now, I feel. The prayer is a mistake.
The answer was a challenge
Am I gonna win this challenge?
I don’t want to win
beCause I don’t want to feel hurt
Again.
Give me a clue, guidance
I want my memories about him
Fade forever
It must start fading rite now
It must.
Please God, replace his place in my heart with another one.
Again.


dengarkan lagu ini TERNYATA

Friday, May 14, 2010

love story


The more i lie the more i love you.
:::sxoxo



Tuesday, May 11, 2010

kesan ponteng

aih...klas tukar venue...sebbaik tergerak hati nak buka portal...damn!!padan muka S!!sape sruh ponteng..


pengajaran hari ini:: jgn ponteng kelas walau pun sekali je sebab nanti bnyk yang ketinggalan...sgt banyak.

wondering y she is not so popular..if she is popular this thing would not gonna happn..the news will come to her directly..
dapat 1st love letter aka warning letter drpd ustazah.. yeah,lucky me.

oh, bm puny love letter is coming soon.. bared me please... :) dh letih dah pegi je kelas tak ada org pastu nk marah2. i know it is my fault.yeah put the blame on me.

tak tahu kenapa. sem ni cam kosong. nothing interesting. everything seems harder and boring. hatred and egoism are the viruses that are killing me within my heart.. *cewah*

i need to be more closer to God. thats the only way.

maybe this is karma.sorry mom..sorry pa..i'm such a LOSER.

Monday, May 10, 2010

i'm a loser!!

last week pegi rumah my sister kat subang. ponteng 2 kelas sebab takde mood nak study. janji ngan my sis kul 4.40 sampai lrt kelana jaya but as usual sampai kul 6..haha.. masuk2 je kereta , i buat muka comel, muka dia plak cam singa,GARANG... pastu time u-turn nak masuk lrg tu jem teruk my sis ckp *sambil menundingkan jarinya ke depan dan berkata*
my sis: tu tengok tuh
i: *tgh makan karipap dan terus mendongakkan kepala ke depan* ohh LOSER *billboard iklan LOSER*..hahaha *i gelak sbb bukan itu yang dimaksudkannya*...
muka die trus tak jadi marah.

faham tak???die nak bg tau kat i yang jem kat depan teruk gler sbb i sampai kul 6.kalau kul 4.30 tu tak la jem sgt sbb tu die sruh tgk kat dpn tapi dah jarinya cam tunjuk billboard tu plak..aih ingatkan nak ajak pi tgk movie..:D

Then menghabiskan weekend ngan tgk movi n tv... hari sabtu tgk AF..

my sis minat gler kat syahir af8 tuh...kenapa saya ckp die minat GLERR sbb bila je syahir diundi keluar die cam marah gler..dia ckp dah tak nak tgk AF sampai bebila..pastu muka dia seperti masa i sampai lewat kat kj..minat syahir rupanya...tak penah2 tgk AF tetiba tgk tak pernah miss sbb syahir haha...minat tapi tak undi buat pe sis..:P

pastu balik menara gading ni hari isnin malam sbb tak ley jalan..kaki bleeding nonstop for 3 days in a row..so,ponteng lagi..NO MC coz i hate doctor/clinic/medicine. my sis and my bil kept urging me to see the doctor but i refused coz treeeettt rahsia and sebab2 diatas... so i missed ustazah punya klas. FYI dah dua kali ponteng ...hihi..

pastu hari selasa ada kelas bm kul 2 sampai 3.50..smgt ni nak pi kelas sbb tak pernah masuk lg kelas ML.classmates pun tak kenal lagi sape. lecturer dh knl.. pastu pi la kelas..sampai2 je tepat kul 2. tapi satu org pun takde kat dpn kelas, dpn pintu, dpn tingkap,dlm kelas pun tak de..tunggu punya tunggu adala dlm 10 minit, tak muncul2 juga org kt dpn pintu kelas ML..so ape lagi i blah la..pastu tak sedap hati, jumpa my friend tanya, "kelas ni ada org tak" my fren kata rasanya ada.pastu hati berbelah bagi nak blah ke tak nak..takkan classmate i smua suka dtg lewat..so, i pun blah balik bilik but before balik bilik pi cari bilik lecturer ML tu kot2 dia tak buat kelas ke tapi tak jumpa,takde bilik kot.

hari khamis, pi kelas bm lagi, ni tetiba berdebar sbb takut lecturer marah tak masuk kelas dah bnyk hari..haha...pastu kejadian sama berulang..CEH!!!20 minit tunggu takde sorang pun masuk kelas..DAMN U!!! so i decided nak pi tanya pihak berwajib..buat muka tebal sbb malu kantoi ponteng..

pihak berwajib: ye?
I: erm, sekarang saya ada kelas bm, dari kul 2 sampai 350 tapi takde org pun dalam kelas.???*bm aku hancur sorry Malaysia*.
pastu sebbaik dia faham.
pihak berwajib: ooo, section berapa?
I:section 26, kelas kat lr4.11 cikgu H..*nah amik ko laporan penuh*
pihak berwajib:oh,kejap ek.*pastu dia pi bgtau org dalam..

org dalam pun keluar menuju ke telefon..cakap kuat gler..nak sruh aku dgr la tu..haha..
org dalam: asslmlkm, blablabla..ni ada student datang tanya cikgu H ada kelas tak hari ni...blalabla...oh,dah buat kelas ganti...blablabla..tak saja je tanya.ok asslkm.

dalam hatiku..kelas ganti????OMG!!haha.. rupanya takde klas minggu nih...cikgu dah ganti awal2 dah..haha..pastu org dalam dtg bgtau i...so, i terkantoi tak g kelas ML...haha..amik ko S!!

then jumaat pi MID V ngan my syg, kak senior and lana @ adik kakak senior tgk LOSER..BESsssHHHHHHHH and makan double cheese burger McD.

xoxo...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

crazy



beutiful, isn't it... well, they look so gojes and tall..wait! how do i know that they are tall??haha..

ok this post is not about those gojes women but about me, the not so gojes woman with 4 eyes and big nose and fat tummy. yeah, that is me believe it or not... 

in spite of looking like big brown apple, i have a very high ambition, dream beyond what i'm supposed to dream.. yeah i have made my choice... to try something new...which can bring me profit and new experience..

make a trip to london? nope!!
study so hard until u get dean's list? nope, but i will
kawin??nope!!i have not found any man that is funny and gentleman, NOT YET. 
erm, how about applying for JPA scholarship or KHAZANAH oh yeah, MAXIS scholarship???TIDAK!!
habis tu ape????

read these lines and u akan tau...xoxo

i need money
i need money

so
the most easy way to get it 
is


drum rooooooooooooolllllllllllllll

hahahaha

i have applied to become a MODEL

WTH!!!

yeah i know i'm crazy

last nite i found this website and then sent them my application

well, the terma2 atau syaratnya adalah

1)sihat tubuh badan, tidak merokok and laen2 yang haram *lulus*
2)a malaysian *lulus*
3)160 and above *lulus*
4)currently bertudung *of coz*
5)and laen2 syarat *erm,lulus*

after, thinking about it in a few minutes, so i made my decision to apply to this post

i sent them my close up pic which i thought it was kiut but sexy
i also sent gambar penuh from top to bottom which i saw myself blessed with 'cun' body figure.bolehlah.:))

kalau papa tau neh mati la jwbnya...aiseyyyman!!!

they offer rm100 for 6-10 pictures
rm600 for runway models
rm300 for magazine or catalog 

so, i started to do sit up
hurrraaayyyyyyyy!!!

wait,wait!!!
dia org tak approve lagi la...

SS je lebih neh...hehe :P

wish me some luck...xoxo